Past The Hurt…Where2Go From Here???

I think Im past the anger & past the hurt because I was able to talk to him like a human being without the cursing & name calling… Although I’ve accepted the fact that its over (by my choice) Im going thru the phaze of missing tha shit out this dude….Missing the way thingz used2be….But I know I MUST stay strong & carry thru with this decision, the decision of wanting better for myself in a relationship but these phases are hard to deal with…& how could I take him back after family & friends reached out so deeply 2make sure Im ok because they know all to well what heartbreak can do to a person….I guess I can only take it one day at a time….